I’ve been meaning to write this as a reminder to myself and
to anyone that also is contemplating with the same problem as mine.
I have been thinking many times,that my life isn’t just
about buying clothes,wearing them,and dying in them one day.
I have one secret,well,technically my dream that I was
always afraid if I might just leave my current job now to pursue my desire.I always
wanted to be a visual merchandiser,or personal stylish and shopper because of
my interest in fashion.
As much as I want that,I know that I wasn’t born to be just
one.I was an engineering student and my hardcore now and then always involves engineering
and I do love my job very much.
That said,I have plan to expand my career future one day to
a bigger and renown company like Mercedes or Borsch if I ever made my way to
Europe/Germany one day(Even Ramon doesn’t really know about this I’m sure).
But,in my past time,I make fashion as my focal subject,to
mainly have fun and because I love beauty,inspiration and being creative with
what I pick for myself.Or,once or twice,create my own originality by making my
own fashion statement ;-)
What I do realize is,I have become one of those girls that
desire for everything that I believe,almost none of them are items I really need.It’s just, I crave for something
beautiful and I told myself,I must get one.
My finance is quite stable for me to do that,but I am afraid
that this might become the one path of life I will live,and at the end of the
road,I realize,clothes are not everything I ever wanted in my life.More than
that,I need an accomplished life,with future husband and kids,and a stabile and very
enhanced career future.Who wouldn’t want that?
Well,I talk a lot now,but the main point I want to highlight
here is,I really want to stop massive shopping.I have been a big spender long
enough.Long enough since I first went to college and until now,I cannot stop my
shopping habit.
To achieve that,I want to proclaim here,that I don’t really
want to do massive shopping anymore(can I do that? :P),and be wise with my
finance,be more creative like saving more money and go travel around the
world,or buy something more beneficial to me and others like buying gifts for more
people,or donate money to people in need(Then at this point I do realize,I don’t
mind to spend RM100 just on some cloth,but I do mind to spend RM50 to donate to
people in need,bad ,bad me)
So,for that,in my future entries,you’ll be finding the label
of clothes(mainly),and shoes,I’ll be putting the “last seen here” description
with the link of the entry that you last saw me wearing the respective clothes.
How’s that sound to you?By doing this,I believe it will help
me from doing massive shopping because you will have idea what is new and what’s
not from my entry.If it’s totally new or the first time I wear it,I will
indicate as “new”.
Why don’t we be more creative and instead of shopping new
clothes everytime,we recycle what we already have,and mix match creatively(at
least this point applied to me :P)
And ,I really,really want to organize more gieveaways to
people out there,people who read my blog(including you silent readers :P),so I’d
like to know your opinion about this?Do
you agree if I do giveaways?
Let’s see how long can I survive this mission :P
But,I do not want to hold my desire so long until I vomit or
become sleepless thinking about one thing I really like but do not want to buy
because that will just kill me :P
So,people,let’s be more creative !
